I’ve been off the grid for a bit. Today is Day 182! Honestly, I didn’t realize I had already reached my 180 Day goal, much less passed it. I am proud of myself for not drinking, especially these days.
I’m struggling with a depression that seems to engulf a little more of me each day. I don’t dare imagine what it would be like if I were drinking on top of it! For the first time in a long time I feel utterly inarticulate. Everything is swimming around inside of me, and it’s impossible to hang on to one thought for too long. I started seeing a therapist because the only thoughts I can hang on to are of the negative, self-loathing variety.
That’s all I’ve got today.